Nothing funny about watching Spears fall apart

March 11, 2007|By Leonard Pitts Jr.

For some reason, that picture sticks in my head. The one of Britney Spears attacking a car with an umbrella.

Go ahead and laugh if you want. I won't blame you.

Still, the picture - it was all over the news last week - stops me. There she is, this pop princess, newly bald, dressed unglamorously in shorts and sweatshirt, rearing back with an umbrella, ready to give that car what it has coming. Supposedly, the vehicle belongs to a photographer who had been tailing her.

In that photo, there is something of the spoiled child lashing out. Something of the little girl, broken. Something of the baby crying for help.

As I said, I can't blame you if you laugh. Blaming you would be hypocritical.

Britney Spears doesn't get a lot of airtime in my internal monologue. I don't listen to her music or watch her videos. She's a presence at the edge of consciousness, more famous for being pretty and showing skin and sowing scandal than for any intrinsic quality of her singing.

To the degree I think about her at all, it's usually as a laugh line. People ask if I miss being a pop music critic, having spent the first 18 years of my professional life in that capacity. I tell them I give thanks every morning that I don't have to pretend to take Britney Spears seriously.

That's what Ms. Spears was to me: a punchline.

Am I the only one? Or isn't it true that between her two-day first marriage, her Madonna kiss on national television and her panties-optional dress code, she long ago became, even for her fans, a person whose attraction lay less in her modest talents than in the sense you never knew what she might do next? She was a little crazy. A little out of control. A little clueless in ways that made you feel better about the garbage of your own life.

And you could talk about her like she wasn't in the room, because in some sense, she was not real. Ms. Spears was an abstract, an idea. Not a troubled young woman who has been in and out of rehab in recent days, a woman for whom fame and fortune have apparently proved inadequate to fill the emptiness inside.

The abstraction is not surprising: Whatever media touch, they objectify. Some years ago, I got an e-mail from an outraged reader who, as the saying goes, called me everything but a child of God. I e-mailed him back and we ended up having a perfectly civil exchange. I remember he seemed embarrassed, as if he had not quite realized that the byline represented an actual human being who might actually read his invective. He had hurled it at an idea of me.

But I am not an idea.

If that can be forgotten about someone whose claim to fame is just that he scribbles in newspapers, how much more easily is it forgotten about those who live in the klieg lights of real fame? What must it be like to have your marriage and divorce, your relationship with your parents and kids, your sagging backside and ballooning thighs, dissected by millions of strangers who think they know you?

Life is not a show. But if we ever knew that, we forgot it in our rush to a day of "reality" television, tabloid journalism and famous-for-nothing celebrities. There is no reverence, no privacy, nothing held back as sacred.

We "ooh" and "aahh" and laugh and point at the garbage of other lives, and forget that even the most famous person is still a person, not an idea.

Britney Jean Spears is not an idea. She's a 25-year-old mother of two who is coming apart at the seams. In public.

Go ahead and laugh if you want.

Leonard Pitts Jr. is a columnist for The Miami Herald. His column appears Sundays in The Sun. His e-mail is

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