Esther Reaves thinks about it when she opens Manna House on weekday mornings, stepping over the homeless men sleeping outside the soup kitchen's doors. It's on social worker Jeff Singer's mind every time he meets with Harold Haddix, an alcoholic finally off the streets who may end up living in abandoned cars again.
"It's like a disaster or a hurricane is coming," says Peter Rolph of the Maryland Food Committee.
The storm they see brewing is called welfare reform. Unpredictable and difficult to track, it sits just south of Baltimore, stalled over Capitol Hill. The House and Senate have passed two versions of bills intended to overhaul the welfare system and now are trying to reconcile their differences.
But those who work with the poor and needy here say they can already predict the outcome: dire, or more dire.
Women and children who have depended on welfare for years will face a future in which it won't be there. Families who use food stamps for their groceries may have less to spend. Addicts and alcoholics who survive on federal grants may be cut off, along with legal immigrants and some children.
The inevitable result, social workers say, will be more people living on the streets, lining up at soup kitchens, begging for change.
"We're going to see a lot more clients and there's going to be less we can do for them," said Peter Sabonis, a lawyer with the Homeless Persons Representation Project. "Already, I have fewer and fewer tools with which to help people."
In Maryland, the loss of one relatively small program has given social service workers a grim preview of things to come.
This summer, the state eliminated the Disability Assistance and Loan Program. It had provided $157 monthly grants for poor and disabled adults, many of whom depended on that money to pay the rent for subsidized apartments or single rooms.
Less than two months later, a survey by a business group, the Downtown Partnership, showed homelessness was up 65 percent in Baltimore. Health Care for the Homeless, a city clinic, saw a 57 percent rise in demand after the program was eliminated.
No one can prove the two are related, but workers are convinced of the connection, and the anecdotal evidence is overwhelming. At Manna House, Ms. Reaves saw the aftermath in the growing number of men sleeping on her doorstep, and in the line of breakfast-goers that sometimes extends the length of the block.
All this at a time when Manna House's parent agency, Midtown Churches Community Association, has less and less money to help ever needier cases. Its budget, about $230,000, is one-fifth of what it was five years ago, forcing Midtown to shut down the three emergency shelters it once ran.
"As far as welfare reform, I'm all for it," said Ms. Reaves, the director of Manna House. "I'm just not sure how we're going to handle it. I'm not sure how any nonprofit is going to handle it. This is what causes burnout. My staff is down to the bare bones."
On this day, Ms. Reaves had just lost her cook. In walked Roderick Adams, 36, whose phone had just been cut off. Although he works 37 to 60 hours a week unloading trucks, Mr. Adams can't make ends meet with a $4.25 hourly wage. He signed up as the new cook on the spot, for $5 an hour. Perhaps with two jobs, he'll be able to get his phone turned back on.
Ready to work
"I want to work," said Mr. Adams, who has gone through two state-sponsored job training programs, but always found jobs on his own. "That's how I was brought up. I wasn't brought up to take a government check."
Most of those eating here say the same thing. Brendadine King, bTC 46, once worked as a dietitian's aide at Sinai Hospital and area nursing homes. Sidetracked by a drinking problem, then diagnosed as manic-depressive, she also suffers from arthritis. But if the government cuts off her $458 Supplemental Security Income (SSI) check, she says she's ready to go to work.
"I have a high school diploma," she said earnestly. "I haven't worked since 1985, but I'm a go-getter. I could do something."
It is a refrain one hears throughout the city, as if even the hardest cases know this is the rhetoric expected of them: I will be self-reliant, I can take care of myself. Those who help them are less confident.
At Health Care for the Homeless, Ernest Barber, 52 and on SSI for almost 20 years, said he is sure he could find janitorial work again. Still, he was unsettled by the idea that the federal government might cut him from the rolls.
The federal government is expected to drop those who receive the disability payments because of drug or alcohol addiction, which would apply to about 3,000 recipients across Maryland. Some may be able to get the benefits back for other medical problems.
"You say I might lose it?" Mr. Barber asked social worker Lauren Siegel, who was sitting by his side.
"We don't know yet," she assured him. "We're just worried."